I don't want you to be the cause of this... "pain" I feel. Do you understand that?
I don't want you to be the one inflicting such agony on someone.
I feel hatred for you sometimes. And I hate it. I don't want you to be hated.
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No, I'm not deluded. No, I'm not making you out to be something you're not. No, I don't think I'm infatuated. Infatuation can't be this steady, nor as long-lived, or I would have been consumed by it by now. Been there before.
Love? I don't know. Love between humans is too complicated. I'm not entirely convinced it exists, unless it's between parents and children, siblings. And if it does exist, I don't think I'm capable. Besides, love and hate? Such a paradox, I feel, is just an over-complication we don't really deserve.
What, then? Idiocy?
Yes, that makes sense. That's probably it.
Friday, 27 February 2009
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"Love between humans is too complicated"...I absolutely agree..I think love when it's alive,strives on the verge of 'hate' anyway...or maybe our perception of love is totally 'wrong'. Either way I agree that it is too complicated.
You've nicely expressed the emotions.. It so reminds me of my own past experiences. They say that Love and Hate are only a hairline's breadth apart.. *or was it miles apart* anyway I doubt if it's true for all cases.. And ya, I agree with Springflower, it is complicated. *plus esoteric*
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